I believe God is who He says He is. He is the Alpha and the Omega. He always was, always is and always will be. He is not bound by time. So to me that whole discussion about what God allows and/or causes is mote because He isn’t bound by time. I believe God is love. He is holy. He is just. My little mind can’t possibly define those words as an infinite God would. And I believe God is triune. No I can’t explain that but I can’t explain how my car works either. I believe Jesus lived as fully man and fully God. And that poses a problem for me because it is so easy to think Jesus lived His life the way He did because He was God. But the word tells us He was fully man and He made the right choice every time.